wasn't a very good day. got yelled at and screamed at for absolutely no reason. guess that couples with old age. nuff said. but i'm cool with it. as long as momma's happy with the yellings, i'll take it.
hrm... why do i feel this way! it's getting back! the word 'CHEATING' is a hindrance to my soul. it disturbs my very slumber. i'm suffering from insomnia all because of it. well, just make sure it doesn't happen this time. 'COMMITMENT'. a word i never was afraid of. i am NOT afraid to commit myself. but can the other party hold their word? it's hard to say. i've grown it and been through it, the hard way. ASSURANCE is the comfort i need. in YOU, i can find solace. so baby, assure me. i'm just too afraid to lose someone i dearly love. it'll be too hard a blow. i pray and i wish, that day will never come, that we must part. NEVER.